it’s hard for me to tell what i will be after i fully abandon the idea of the person i would’ve been
it is as though i dont really want to give up on her
is this just a me problem?
i kinda wanted for her to thrive and not be anything like i am now
i am the most pathetic being if compared to the person i would’ve wanted to become
but i mean, time is running late
i should break this cycle, this expectation, this mirror.
never look at the mirror huh?